So, it's 5am and I haven't slept. I have gotten alot of cleaning done though which I'm happy about. I simply can't sit still. I have fibromyalgia and I have to take breaks often but I still got alot accomplished :) Kaleb (my step-son) will be getting up at 6:15 to get ready for school. I like helping him get ready for school but it still makes me miss Keith(my son). My profile pic was taken when Keith was 11. He's now 15 and won't speak to me. I don't sleep well anymore due to this.
We were so close. I raised him by myself for 5 years and we did everything together. It angers me that I got sick and I had to send him away. I can manage the Bipolar but the PTSD is what gets me. I don't want to talk anymore right now....
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