I've been awake all night and I'd like to stay awake today so maybe I can sleep tonight.
My mind is loud with confusion and sadness. I pray and pray and I know that God will answer in his own time. I feel like I'm swimming in jello...sweet but sticky. The stickyness holds all my feelings that are so hard to let out. Crying doesn't come easy....it would be such a relief. I listen to sad songs trying to make myself cry but it never works.
Yeah, I know this is depressing but it's my life and I'm going to write about it to help release my emotions the best i can.
Until next time...
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